35 was a big deal for me this year. Normally, I would cringe at turning another year older (and closer to 'middle age'), but I fully embrace this aging business now. To me, living to see another birthday is a gift and one that I don't take for granted anymore.
Almost 3 years ago when I was diagnosed with Stage 4, I remember my doctor at the time telling me I had less than a 10% survival rate past two years. In my mind, I recall saying the words, "I might not see my 35th birthday" (which was the next milestone birthday) and seriously doubting that I would be around to see this birthday. So, when I started treatment, I told my oncologist, "I just want you to get me to my 35th birthday!"
Well, here I am and in my opinion, healthier than I have ever been. I feel SO extremely blessed to be alive and healthy today. I don't know what the future holds (but neither do any of us), but I choose to live in the moment and not worry about the future or the unknown. I'm grateful for that perspective that I could've only gained going through something like cancer....
I had a super fun, crazy weekend planned with birthday celebrations (and another to come)! Some of my good girlfriends surprised me with dinner at Barbecoa--this hip, eclectic, swanky restaurant in downtown Boise and we had so much fun! It didn't hurt that the food was incredible too (especially the quacamole and flan)! The best part though was their gift to me which was this book that they made which contained letters/notes and pictures from many friends and family.
I was a mess reading those sweet letters! Let's just say that my love bucket was spilling over! I was so touched by the words my family and friends contributed and feel so blessed to have so many wonderful, loving people in my life who really, have made me who I am today! I have always thought that you are who you surround yourself with. And I truly feel lucky that I have been surrounded by the most amazing friends and family my entire life! They truly strengthen and lift me to be a better person.
Eric planned a romantic dinner the next night and we enjoyed a delicious meal and great conversation, just the two of us. Eric is such a blessing in my life and always remains my "rock", the "yin" to my "yang", my eternal companion, best friend and confidiante, and solemate. He really is the light of my life and sometimes I can't believe that he picked me to be his wife! After dinner we went to a suprise party for another friend who shares my same birthday! Debbie turned 60, which is also a big deal, so it was fun to celebrate her milestone as well!
Sunday was my actual birthday and we enjoyed church and a quiet day at home with the family. The kids and Eric bought me a few gifts (all kitchen gadgets, which I love), made me dinner, and sang me happy birthday to cake and my favorite Graeters ice cream!
How lucky am I?! 35 is going to be a good year. NOW BRING ON 40!!!